Wednesday, August 13, 2008

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...hahaha! the picture makes me miss you more than ever.hehehe..Naoh..It's your second birthday without you with us and without us being with you..hehe..The day is significant for for all of us here but we can't deny that there's this hollowness..emptiness without the bday celebrant. How I wish I could have wings even just for a day and fly there even just for a minute..even just for a hug(Walang iyakan to ah?hehe)
Kulintod, do you know how hard it is to go around here everyday knowing you're not here? It's like waiting to bump at no one yet you want to see that person specially when you it is her hug and smile you need most. When you left, i discovered something: why is it so hard to open up with you but not with someone else? why is it so easy for me to cry in front yet I simply can't to others? why is it that my heart demands you both in good times and bad times?
And there's one simple reason; your heart and mine, no matter how far they are, are connnected..bonded..in a way no one can describe. It's different, and right now you don't know how much I want to see you and laugh out loud after crying foolish tears..hahahaha! I guess I just miss you and your positive outlook in life and your "ok lang yan" sabay hipo sa likod, hehehe..I hope you know how significant,wonderful, you are to me and my whole life..how would I be without you?

And now you are steeping to another stage, the '2' stage, all I could think of are brilliant and wonderful things for you though I know you are enjoying them right now. Keep shining for your brilliance illuminates dark spaces like my life before=) You are a blessing so continue being one and so too that there may be more blessed people like moi,hehe. You know you are a beautiful person inside and out so maintain it for it is what makes you magnetic to other beautiful people like us! haha! You know how much I value you and how much I care about you..I just hope there may be a time in the future where we could daily see each other and talk just about nothing and laugh all over! hehe.


Enjoy this day..I know you will and I'll try enjoying it too even it reminds me of how i can't reach you..hehe..smile and laugh always! happy 20th my most loved kulintod,miznoch,mizna...hehe.. receive my invisible hug=) *hugzzzzz

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